Kat Amarië
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Відео

Goodbye.
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You’ve seen me spend months working on videos, hoping to help you while getting barely any money in return. You’ve seen me be extremely real and raw about my addiction and depression to fight the stigma, knowing that I’ll be judged by many, but wanting to pave the way. You’ve seen me save a senior dog, spending tens of thousands of pounds to save her and give her one last good year of life whil...
Hot, saucy new Patreon 😈 and access to my old videos!
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Hot Patreon: www.patreon.com/KatAmarie My old videos: www.patreon.com/katamariefilm/shop Love you xx
Grief Comes In Waves
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Grief Comes In Waves
MAN UP - men's mental health SHORT FILM
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Hello kind people. If you could support my future work, that would be fantastic. Here are links to my crowdfunding campaigns for films about depression, ADHD, eating disorders, alcoholism, C-PTSD, schizophrenia & more. Thank you. linktr.ee/napiorkowska "Ligature" lyrics: Found myself hanging over a bed of roses Tied myself up with hair Blonde ligature Wrapped thick and holding Fell with my shou...
ASMR soft spoken anxiety stress relief version 2
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Pick your fav. ;)
MY SKINCARE routine and products, at 33 :)
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MY SKINCARE routine and products, at 33 :)
When you try your best, but it's not working.
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This video is sponsored by BetterHelp. You can get 10% off following this link: betterhelp.com/katnapiorkowska
coming from a broken home
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Was inspired by a post on reddit and thought I'd sit down to give you a few gentle reminders. For everyone who comes from a broken family. Alcoholics, substance abuse disorder, other addicts, narcissists, parents and siblings...
Messed up beyond repair.
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just talking about trauma, bipolar disorder, narcissistic personality disorder, family, alcoholism, therapy, divine timing, friends, relationships, anxious attachment style and all the other sh*t. I am absolutely terrified to post this but I am doing this for my sanity. Tired of pretending like I come from a normal, healthy background. 00:00 opening - return of trauma 4:36 childhood 8:30 abusiv...
Why you really need to sleep more.
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Sleep CBD oil: www.eirhealth.com/eu/shop/cbd-oil/cbd-oil-no10-sleep-formula#161=26 It's freakin' amazing. There, I've said it. ;)) *FOOT NOTE. All studies to support these claims are available in the book “Why We Sleep” by Matthew Walker. Can sleep deprivation kill you? In today's video I discuss why we need sleep and how much sleep DO we need, as well as health hazards caused by not enough sleep.
A love letter to my depressed self. (it gets better)
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Just wrote this for myself, really. But thought it might help someone out there and so I've turned this into a video. I'm not very well, haven't been in a while. Honestly, my circumstances haven't changed one bit since last year. It's more down than up. I haven't had a single thing go right for me in ages and it's difficult to keep trying when none of your attempts succeed. But nothing lasts fo...
THE VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD (social anxiety short film)
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Thank you to BetterHelp for sponsoring this video! To get 10% off your first month of therapy, go to betterhelp.com/KatNapiorkowska to sign up today!
TOXIC PARENTS...
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Sometimes I make videos that are quite obvious. That's because I want you to feel validated & less alone. Posting this one as a virtual hug. Maybe you've been doubting yourself recently - I hope these words come to you at the right time and make you feel a bit better. #raised #by #narcissists
How your CHILDHOOD affects your LOVE life
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How your CHILDHOOD affects your LOVE life
Why I stopped comparing myself to others.
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Why I stopped comparing myself to others.
THINGS GOT WORSE. I have an endometrioma and live in constant pain now. :')
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THINGS GOT WORSE. I have an endometrioma and live in constant pain now. :')
I'M A FAILURE.
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I'M A FAILURE.
DEPRESSION AND SHAME
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DEPRESSION AND SHAME
my SOCIAL ANXIETY now, SUCCESS story! 🥳
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my SOCIAL ANXIETY now, SUCCESS story! 🥳
I lost all hope. THINGS CAN ALWAYS GET WORSE
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I lost all hope. THINGS CAN ALWAYS GET WORSE
IS IT A PANIC ATTACK? 😱
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IS IT A PANIC ATTACK? 😱
NIGHT TIME DEPRESSION...
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NIGHT TIME DEPRESSION...
this simple anxiety exercise could change your life :)
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this simple anxiety exercise could change your life :)
17 traits of TOXIC PEOPLE
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17 traits of TOXIC PEOPLE
this q&a is boring af, but I'll get better (vlog) // anxiety x2, true love, my current goals :)
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this q&a is boring af, but I'll get better (vlog) // anxiety x2, true love, my current goals :)
NARCISSISTIC ABUSE 🚩 (RED FLAGS!)
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NARCISSISTIC ABUSE 🚩 (RED FLAGS!)
I'M NOT RUDE. I'M ANXIOUS.
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I'M NOT RUDE. I'M ANXIOUS.
THE GIRL WHO LOVED TOO MUCH (music only)
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THE GIRL WHO LOVED TOO MUCH (music only)
LIES DEPRESSION TELLS YOU
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LIES DEPRESSION TELLS YOU

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @noturbo
    @noturbo 2 години тому

    watching this is giving me anxiety-its not you its me.

  • @oxycotine
    @oxycotine День тому

    Im so so sorry for what I said

  • @Jennifer-bw7ku
    @Jennifer-bw7ku День тому

    Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

    • @IkamiLog
      @IkamiLog День тому

      Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

    • @APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU
      @APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU День тому

      Yes, dr.sporessss I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

    • @patriaciasmith3499
      @patriaciasmith3499 День тому

      I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

    • @IkamiLog
      @IkamiLog День тому

      Is he on instagram?

    • @APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU
      @APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU День тому

      Yes he is. dr.sporessss

  • @Lazh-_-
    @Lazh-_- День тому

    Why can't I think of anything interesting to say?

  • @beagarci4644
    @beagarci4644 3 дні тому

    Didn't know this videos are free again

  • @Loner213
    @Loner213 5 днів тому

    I realized I was in such a mess when I found it hard to brush my teeth. Sometimes I would ignore calls from mum, the crazy thing is I thought I recovered not knowing the situation just got better but when I experienced a depression relapse I realized I didn't recover completely. I can't wait for a day when I will be happy like I used to 😢

  • @OnSludge
    @OnSludge 6 днів тому

    This generation is weak (I used to have “depression”)

  • @akiratachibana
    @akiratachibana 7 днів тому

    I've never felt so much relief knowing I am not the only one going through this. Its so embarrassing when u have to do the intrusive thoughts while there r ppl around 😭😭😭

  • @christinehallfeldt4280
    @christinehallfeldt4280 9 днів тому

    This is true. I was diagnosed with bpd. I do journaling and try to write what I'm feeling but it's always kind of muddled or just the same emotions like im looping again. Can't seem to identify sometimes what's going on it just kind of moulds into one negative cloud. Also notorious for taking things too personally. All it takes is for the tone of someone or something said usually if its in anger or criticism that I react. I'm trying not too but it's like a raw nerve or something then I can spiral from there on. Emotions are such good things and as an infp I know this but the turbulence of the world and people can send my insides into chaos. I am learning strategies and coping mechanisms so I am not so difficult to be around.

  • @adrianlowe20
    @adrianlowe20 9 днів тому

    I Feel so sorry for everyone who has this disease, I dated and was engaged with a girl for 4.5 years and just left her she was so kind and giving quiet and gentle that's who I fell in love with then 1 year into being with her snap she acwry raging yelling physical, I miss the little girl that came out that just wanted help and to be loved and held it hurts my heart listening back on the phone calls of the pain in her voice when I'm telling her I don't want to be with her the panic and fear. Because of how much I loved her but couldn't take the abuse mentally and physically any more... 14 days after the break up she's replaced me hates me and has already fucked 3 dudes.... hurts how much the good side of the person can love you with the notes letters and messages then replace you so quickly like you were nothing

  • @mrhandman189
    @mrhandman189 9 днів тому

    Oh my god I think I have social anxiety

  • @user-bu7oz1lx4e
    @user-bu7oz1lx4e 10 днів тому

    Art Art Art ❤ word word word 🖤

  • @user-bu7oz1lx4e
    @user-bu7oz1lx4e 10 днів тому

    Love love love ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Wiiliam_Robinson
    @Wiiliam_Robinson 11 днів тому

    Living with depression can be incredibly challenging, but it's important to remember that help and support are available. Dr. Tonmoy Sharma, a renowned mental health specialist and author, along with the dedicated team at Sovereign Health institution, utilize a combination of evidence-based therapies, personalized treatment plans, and compassionate care to transform the lives of individuals dealing with depression. Testimonies from both employees and patients highlight the transformative impact of their services, as individuals express deep gratitude for the support and guidance they received in their journey to overcome depression. Dr. Tonmoy Sharma's advocacy for those in need further underscores their commitment to providing effective solutions for individuals living with depression, offering hope and the tools needed to achieve mental wellness and a brighter future.

  • @FLOUFFYCRYSTALADVENTURES
    @FLOUFFYCRYSTALADVENTURES 11 днів тому

    Described me so well, I just a week ago was hiding in a bathroom not going into my homegroup class bc I was so scared to even walk into a classroom with people in it ;-;

  • @juanparras8125
    @juanparras8125 12 днів тому

    If you have BPD, you apparently are a very attractive woman....

  • @earthlinghere77
    @earthlinghere77 12 днів тому

    I feel better knowing that there are people like me. I’ve always been on my own pretty much in school college and now workplace. I struggle with small talk, I’m awkward most of the time. Worst thing is when people notice it and point it you “hey you don’t talk very much”. Recently my dance teacher pointed it out in front of everyone “hey I wonder if you’re enjoying the classes because you don’t seem to talk like rest of us”. It gets so embarrassing and awkward. I kept thinking about this one simple thing she said for days. I don’t blame those people, but it makes it even harder for people like us. I’m also very lucky to find my best friend in my boyfriend. I’ve been slowly realizing that I express myself the most only with him. And he has been so easy on me…never judged me for anything which makes it easier as I’m able to share with him without much hesitation. Just wanted to let you know as well that you’re not alone. We’re all a certain type and it’s fine ok to be the way we are. We just need to try and get out of this mindset that everything revolves around us and that everyone is thinking about us all the time💪

  • @roshellesaenz3997
    @roshellesaenz3997 14 днів тому

    It's been about two, maybe more months since i tried to kill myself, and since then, I've been on the edge hanging by a thread, lost all control of my emotions, i have episodes now were i freak out and usually takes me a minute to calm down, it was never this bad

  • @eduardobroekman
    @eduardobroekman 15 днів тому

    You mean human emotions?

  • @Jamey-jl8ly
    @Jamey-jl8ly 19 днів тому

    ❤ Absolutely astoning Beautiful ❤

  • @nadinebentel2362
    @nadinebentel2362 24 дні тому

    30 years of therapy and I'm still dying inside.

  • @nadinebentel2362
    @nadinebentel2362 24 дні тому

    You could be me, I could be you. Sheer agony. No one cares.

  • @user-le4sb8is4i
    @user-le4sb8is4i 27 днів тому

    I've accidently found this video, even though it isn't public. So you can share with me the secret of 5:30. I am polish btw.

    • @KatAmarie
      @KatAmarie 16 днів тому

      No i cant. Who do you think you are?

    • @user-le4sb8is4i
      @user-le4sb8is4i 16 днів тому

      @@KatAmarie Accidental viewer. You can tell me all your secrets.

  • @not_here_0
    @not_here_0 29 днів тому

    I don't know what you are going through right now, I just wanted to wish you luck. Your videos have meant a lot to me, I really hope to see your channel full of content again. I don't think what you are doing is wrong, I really support you. I hope to see you well again. You are one of my favourite youtubers and you haven't stopped being one. All my love ❤

  • @MsLaylla
    @MsLaylla Місяць тому

    Please stay strong Katy ❤️ I appreciate all your work, time and energy u used to create awareness and understanding about mental health in r short movies.U are very creative and talentedand i am really sorry to hear that u quiting for now. ...and people will always judge , no one knows what u going through and what u have to fight...Little bit of compassion I know.All we need, people can be so mean and cruel, not looking to their own mirror

  • @GMSryBut
    @GMSryBut Місяць тому

    They say the 20's are the best time of your life . . . I'm 29 now, had my first suicide attempt at 20 . . . and never had a moment where I thought "luckily, I survived. This was worth the living." I'm afraid of what's ahead of me.

  • @jacquelinebouvier3920
    @jacquelinebouvier3920 Місяць тому

    well said

  • @moutazmmm7747
    @moutazmmm7747 Місяць тому

    Every day I watch this video thank you

  • @favmin33
    @favmin33 Місяць тому

    I'm come here because my cousin already died😔. He died because of depression and he decide to kill himself. I'm come here to be more undestand depression.

  • @precious_temba
    @precious_temba Місяць тому

    your video was used to define a topic in psychology. i have been watching your channel since 2020 when i was in grade 10. i am finally a psychology major now and revisiting your videos because they used them as an example in psychology makes me happy. i am so happy to be back here,you're amazing!❤❤

  • @QarisarwarShaikh
    @QarisarwarShaikh Місяць тому

    Bahut achcha

  • @user-bu7oz1lx4e
    @user-bu7oz1lx4e Місяць тому

    I miss her other vids, they help with my problems. They make me feel seen, cimforted, guided etc. I don't understand what happened kat, but I thank you for what we got. Truly a hidden gem.

  • @James-eb9gs
    @James-eb9gs Місяць тому

    I hope you're alright. I just saw your Goodbye video. I don’t know which video it was or what people said but I'm very sorry. You've produced such wonderful helpful videos. Please take care.

  • @aleksandramaciejczuk6508
    @aleksandramaciejczuk6508 Місяць тому

    Wróciło arcydzieło, ale się cieszę 🌞🙏